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Last updated: ��/��/����ahahaaa i keep thinking about stuff my family has said about me . it’s really funny how obvious it is that they think i’m a burden lmao they try to be nice but i know how they rlly feel . yknow i once overheard my sister call me useless from the other room ? i cant even deny it cause i know its true , i’m too tired to do any chores or errands around the house , i just lay in bed and rot all day ! it feels like all the other people my age are off with jobs or at college meanwhile i’ve been a legal adult for years yet i don’t even know how to drive . i’ve barely done anything even remotely significant or productive lately but nothing will ever be done about it to help me cause despite my debilitating pain and fatigue nothing is technically medically wrong with me so cleaaarly im just lazy -_- i dont want to bother anyone with any of this either , it feels bad to bottle it all up but it feels even worse to vent about it when everyone i know has it worse than i do , i don’t want to pile on even more problems for them to deal with , they all do so much for me and i never give back so this is the least i could do . . . i always seem to make everything worse and i just feel like everyone around me would be a lot better off if i wasn’t there to hold them down , i guess . i already feel like a corpse most of the time anyway . . . i dunno . sighs .………………………………………………………………..………. - ��������