CONTENT WARNING:chronic illnesses
medical & child neglect
rotting girl … …………..….… x
𖥧𓋼˖𖡼𓍊 it’s filthy, disgusting, so ugly, i’m sure 𖥧𓋼˖𖡼𓍊
- ��������� >_< certified zombie girl
- it / she • adult ( 20 ) • disabled queer wasian
- beautiful princess disorder <3
- huge anime + analog horror fan. ask me about my figure collection owo
- slow at responding, sorry
ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Display Persona:
ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Last Seen Listening To:
らくらく安楽死 by ペぽよ
ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Latest Journal Entries:
Last updated: ��/��/����eheheheheheh i’m!!! actually!!! dying!!! like genuinely i really am! i’ve been lying in bed in nauseating pain for the past 2 days and all my family cares about is that i haven’t done anything around the house or gotten a job or gone to college while ignoring the fact that i am ACTIVELY DYING!!! and yet nothing will be done about it cause nobody believes me. at all. i try to talk about it and my mom just tells me to take vitamin supplements even though i HAVE been and they don’t work. i went to the doctor and they said that all my bloodwork is fine, so of cooooourse that means i’m normal and just faking all my symptoms. my family all think i’m useless dead weight ehehah they try to be nice but i know how they really feel. i’m dyingggg i’m dying i’m dying and nobody even cares!!! what’s it even matter i already feel like a corpse most days anyway XD they’ll all be sorry when they come in my room to scold me and just find my rotting body. everything’s so exhausting im just so tired of it i don't want to deal with living anymore it’s so tiring. maybe my body will just give out on me in my sleep ehe honestly i wish it would!!!! maybe then they’d care about me. i’ll give them a reason to care about me XwX……………………………………………………………………. - ���������
CONTENT WARNING:extreme paranoia & anxiety
suicidal ideation
themes of delusion
RABBIT HOLE GIRL .…….… x
⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ MY MIND IS OUT OF DATE, IM DUE FOR AN UPGRADE! ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･
- no prns they if u must
- i like pokémon animal crossing liminal spaces ARGs & puzzle games
- i dont post much sorry
👁️ Display Persona:
👁️ Last Seen Listening To:
Third Eye Botfly by Dream Puzzles
👁️ Latest Journal Entries:
Last updated: ��/��/����i hate this i hate it i hate living like this i hate being in this house but i can’t fucking escape it cause even just thinking about a walk around the block makes me feel nauuseous cause what if somethingg hapens to me? this shitty small ass town full of homophobes and racists would skin me alive and theres no parks or places to walk to anyway i cant go outside everyones eyes are always on me and everyone is judging me all the time i can barely talk to anyone without feeling like im saying the wrong thing and theyre gonna hate mei just walk on eggshells everytime i soeak to anyone .i can barely even go to sleep at night anymore cause im terrified that im ngoing to catch someone stalking me thru my window im terrified that every little chest pain or headsche is a tumor and im goinng to die im terrified that everything i eat is spoiled or poisoned im terrified even wheb i have nothing to be afraid of and i cant get help cuz everytike i try to talk to my parents about it teyre just like “everyone is anxious in this day and age cause the world sucks” fuckinf yeah just brush me aside like u always do .god please anyone help me i need to kill myself soon this brain is evil and this world is evil and everyone in it is evil and death is the only way i can get peace anymore.dont miss me if i never talk here agaijn………………………………………………………………….…..………. - ����